sigh sigh sigh

june hols are coming to an end in like 3 days! NOOOOOO
its so weird, this is why i dont like holidays -.-
the ending of holidays are so sad.
and to make things worse, mid years are coming...
AND my body clock is totally screwed.
i cant sleep at night and i sleep throughout the day -.-
like seriously! i sleep at like 6am and wake up at 6pm!! :O

and i'm wayyy behind my study schedule.
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!

and now im blogging.
the mre stuff i need to do, the more i procrastinate.
why why why why why...

haisssssssssssssssss
nowadays i'm always questioning myself what i'm gonna do in the future.
like i'm quite sure now that i'm gonna do business
like online stuff
so most probably im gonna study business in uni
but idk lei, like i dont need a business course to do business right??
so i just wanna do something that makes me happy. something that i enjoy doing..
and thats the problem, idk what the eff makes me happy.
:(

well, lets just keep moving on first
hmmm, i'll just do my best for now.
although i'm not totally prepared for myct i'll just take things in my stride
is that even correct? yup, i checked lol
hahahaha, kk, i think life is really short, like look, one month flew right past.
i wanna enjoy college life, it is the last time ill be wearing a uniform anyway.
but at the same time, yea, i gotta study hard as well la.
hmm, i wanna smile and not regret anything anymore :)
well, i'm supposed ti finish 4 math papers now, hahahahaha, none done yet.
yeahhhhh, chill chill :)
i know im gonna get through this, i may not et 90 rank points but leggo!!
i'm not the smartest person around, but i know i'll get somewhere, somehow :)
its all the the mind!!! :)

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-SARA